This might be my best January ever! I have alluded to it before, but it just keeps coming back to me. Typically, when January comes, I am struggling with depression. It's perfectly understandable why this is. The holidays and all of their joys and stresses are over. Where I live there is generally no snow, just lots of gray drippiness. There are always so many projects, but no money or energy to complete them. So negativity builds upon negativity until I just don't want to do anything any more.
This year is different. Has the post-holiday void gone away? No. Is there lots of beautiful snow? No. Is it gray and drippy? Yes. Do we have tons of money to work on our place? No. So why am I not depressed? What do I have to live for?
